Right, I think there's no doubt that tomorrow we are going to have sex. It's just going to happen. Went on a girlie night out on friday, and before I'd even finished my first drink I got a message sayin 'I miss you.' You know when you get that feeling, where your heart does that funny beat thing, and no matter how hard you try you can't help but smile?! It happened to me then, and all I could think was 'shit'.
As the night went on the texts got ruder and ruder, and I got more and more turned on. Everytime I thought of the things that I wanted to do to him, I had to remind myself that I coulnd't go round to his house right there and then because he has a wife. Everytime I think of him, I get this surge of guilt because of what we are doing. And I think about him a lot. To be honest I don't think this whole situation is a good idea, because I'm afraid I won't be able to keep it no strings sex. By all means that'll be my intentions, but I have a horrible feeling that I'm going to fall for him. I just know I will, and that's where things will go from bad to worse....
