The secret life of me

Oh my god, today he told me he loves me. Even I know that's not a good thing, despite how happy ot mae me when he said it. I don't know if he said it in the heat of the moment, we were in the middle of a VERY heavy snogging session when he siad it, and to start with he says 'I think I love you.' He thinks?! That was bad enough, but then he goes 'Bex, I do love you.' I didn't know what to say? Do I love him? I have no idea, but I do know I'm feeling something pretty strong. Suppose only time will tell what that something is....

Right everytime we're not together we're either on the phone, texting or chattin over the internet. and he tell me he misses me allll the time! What's confusing me is that I'm really missing him, as in REALY missing him. Every time I get a message from him my stomach lurches, and everytime I see him I can't help but smile. Is it wrong that he makes me so happy?

We've been very close to getting caught fucking around this week, especially as we keep sneaking kisses on the hsop floor. (note to self: this is not a good idea when you've got customers walking around!!) Is it only a matter of time until we do?

Tomorrow is the day it's going to happen, he's the only manager in the shop after 3, and we're both on til late. To say I can't wait to finally fuck him is n understatement, I just hope that I don't get any more hung up on him than I already am.