Right, I'm officially fucked off with the whole lot of it. I can't believe I can go from one extreme to another within a matter of minutes. I was actually happy today in work, the first time in a while, and that was because we were mates. We'd had a chat, and decided we didn't want to throw away our friendship. Just being near him makes me happy, so it was all good. Then, BANG, he lies again. he's on the phone to her again. I know I'm not meant to be happy about it, because obviously I won't be, but I'll be dealing with this a whole lot better if he told me the score. If he let me know what was going on so I could at the very least prepare myself for what was going to happen. but no, he lies. I trust him. I find out he's lying. I don't like him again. It's a horrible circle, that's never going to end whilst we try to be friends. so that's it. For real this time. It's over. Friendship and all.