Start my new job on Monday, working for a finance company. Is it what I want to do? Probably not. Is it what I need though? Probably.
So I'm finally getting this new start I wanted, and I just hope it works. I'm going to make a vow not to get involved with anyone at work, past experience tells me it's just not a good idea! I've been off work now for two weeks, and I'm beginning to feel more like myself again. I relasied yesterday that I hadn't thought about him in what I thought was ages (it was probabloy about 24 hours!!) but it's start. Maybe it's showing that I'm finally getting on with my life.I've not harmed myself for about six days now, so fingers crossed that everything is looking up.
Went out at the weekend with a few people that I used to work with, and it hit me then just how much I'm going to miss them, but I've decided this doesn't have to be the end. I'll have days off, I can go in and see them all, and we all have phones so there's no excuse really!!
I'm going to go now, need to go shopping for office clothes.....I live in jeans and trainers!! Thanks for all the comments over the past few weeks, I think I'm finally coming through the other side 
